rjatsy

i'm kinda exhausted, but i'm not sure i should go to sleep. need to be up early to go to the market and buy this thing i want to get for my mum, and then meet perlin and maybe the rest of the feckless gang for breakfast, before taking off for the airport. i'm going a bit early then i should (for once) but i met a friend downstairs and she's heading to the airport at around the same time which means we can share the cab fare. which is fantastic because i'm broke with a capital B. and that means i can go buy more earrings.

*sighs* i got stood up again today. i'm too upset and tired to talk about it. but suffice to say that i was meant to be out for my last night and once again, i got fucked over. they came over just now to apologise and i guess everything is ok. what the hell eh? i'll probably never see them ever again 'cept lionel. no point in losing sleep over ,well they gave themselves the name of jackasses. *sad* please don't stand me up friends at home. i hate feeling this sad and useless. i know logically i shouldn't, but ...

i'm trying to check in online with sia and trying to pick my seat earlier but the website's a bit slow.